発信者としては現在地が見えなくて

一応インフルエンサーを目指してはきたが現在インフルエンサーと言えるのか…

よく分からなくて orz

SNSにあげている写真のクオリティは少しずつ上がって来てるはずなんだけど

RTは低クオの時より減り、’♡いいね’ 数は変わらないか少し減少 orz

↓X(Twitter)にあげてる写真例、Xには毎日何かポストしてるのでよろしく~

推しの子 メルト コスプレのつもり

で、なんか勘違い野郎しちゃってるのかな?!?と思えてきて

インフルエンサーは自分らしくないだろーか…とか思ったり

自分を冷静に見ているつもりが見えてなかったかな…と分からなくなった

フォロワーや♡いいね は買えるけど、実力以上にそれが多くても不自然だし 分かる人には分かってしまうもの

なんだか少し控えめに投稿したくなってきたりとかして

どういう立ち位置なんだろう?とか考えてしまうんだけど

でも

目の前のことに集中していけばいいや

評価をもらえなくても趣味として楽しんで続けていけるから いいか、のあたりに落ち着いてるよ

自己満足だけでなく他者満足も大事とは思うけど 自分が楽しみながら続けることが基本と思うから

とりあえず自分が楽しむ!でやって行くことにしたよ

それはさておき~

地味にリアルは充実はしてるよ

羊のチゲを食べに行ったよ↓

お仲間と深夜にチキン食べに行った日も;;

日本に居たころより倍以上チキンを食べているw

韓国に来てよかったと思う

韓国は生きづらさがあると言う人がいるけど、プライドが高くなければどこでも住めば都な気がしてるよ

韓国のおでんは辛め↓

少し自分の殻を壊せた気がしてるんだよ

そして

先日来た子犬がかわいくてかわいくて^^

先住の猫も仲良くしてくれるし、今のところ問題無し

SNS上で評価されなくてもリアルが充実していればいいかとも思えたりもする

“本当にリアルが充実している人はSNSをやらない” と韓国でも言われたりするんだよね

その意味が少しわかるようになってきたよ

ただ まだ自分はちょっと承認欲求を加速度にしたい気持ちがあるよ^^;

時々フリーズしてブログ書きにくい。。。

らいと

Xアカウント: @mn13cos / 愛知県出身/ Webライター/ デジタルクリエイター / コスプレイヤー/ 2017年より渡韓、現在韓国生活

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